A local church or pastor can point you in the right direction.
www.lwf.org is one of the best sites to point you toward God and a life serving Him.
There are so many other Christian sites it is impossible to name them all. You can contact me personally at firstname.lastname@example.org if you would like. I will pray about your situation and give as much help as I possibly can, but I will always point you to Jesus! Without Him I can do nothing, with Him I can do anything!
Our Lord is the One in control of all things.